cant sleep

I can not sleep. There is no good reason why, I think I am too worried about my weight,. I am mortified at the pictures of me taken last week. ANd i need a place to put them online so I can post some on the blog. My weight is out of control I am over 200 :( That is realy bad. I am just so upset about it,, Nothing fits. I just like to crawl and hide in bed where no one can see me.